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 Sum 41

Songwriters: Nori, Greig Andrew; Whibley, Deryck Jason 

So am I still waiting
for this world to stop hating
can't find a good reason
can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead a bullet to my head
your words are like a gun in hand
you can't change the state of the nation
we just need some motivation
these eyes have seen not conviction
just lies and more contradiction
so tell me me what would you say
I'd say its time too late

So am I still waiting
for this world to stop hating
can't find a good reason
can't find hope to believe in


Ignorance and understanding
we're the first ones to jump in line
out of step for what we believe in
but who's left to stop the bleeding?
how far will we take this,
it's not hard to see through the fakeness
so tell me what would you say?
I'd say it's time too late

So am I still waiting
for this world to stop hating
can't find a good reason
can't find hope to believe in


this can't last forever
time won't make things better
I feel so alone
can't help myself
noone knows if this is worthless tell me
what have we done
with a war that can't be won
this can't be real
cause I don't know what to feel

 So am I still waiting
for this world to stop hating
can't find a good reason
can't find hope to believe in

 So am I still waiting
for this world to stop hating
can't find a good reason
can't find hope to believe in

在火车上看着昨晚抢来的书，不免心生感慨。

“哥们儿

真不好意思——呵呵——

我偷看了你的牌

我偷喝了你的茶

我偷吃了你的午饭

我还偷偷啃了你最爱的红烧鱼头

你什么都不说

我更不好意思了——

呵呵——牌好 茶好 饭好 鱼也好 有哥们儿真好”

 希望我们的感情不会因为生活的现实渐渐褪色

答辩及夜市

答辩那天

出师不利，我的P3插进去无法识别，急忙跑回宿舍把本本拿过来，后来借同学的盘拷了之后还是无法识别，简直崩溃。。。

最终咱成功过关~yeah！

咱们自己的跳蚤市场

朱老板的背影~

这脚怎么卖？

课本西施，这家店生意可好了

久违的楠哥

聚餐日

我和亲耐的cai

 我和cai氏两姐妹

非官方的全班照

餐桌前 依然是我和cai

这段时间自己总是很匆匆，今天终于又回到了家，想把最近的一些人事物汇报一下，却一个字也写不出来，索性拣了几张图代替好了。

奥运火炬

为了第一时间感到现场排队，我们特意前一晚就在附近的KTV唱了通宵歌，早晨不到五点钟匆匆赶到现场

六点多钟武警叔叔已处于待命状态，我已经被压的喘不过气来，连夜唱歌之后再来和群众挤位置真不是一个明智的决定。

后来实在挤不过，我艰难的逃出来了。

现场任何可以增高的东西都不被放过，这辆车最终难逃厄运

Singer: Good Charlotte

She is a diamond, I am a stone
I come from nowhere, she's been to Rome
Her dad is a lawyer, and mines not around
She has good manners, I'm rough all around

But you could come from something;
you could come from nothing
You could be a princess;
you could be a working man
But in the end...

We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
Maybe a roll in the dirt,
a seat in first class:
We all want something we can't have

She wants to go to restaurants
in Beverly Hills and people stare
But I don't care it's just what she grew up around
She drags me to parties
where people ask me where I went to college;
She knows damn well I barely finished school
She knows a lot about yearly salaries
and trust funds and dividends;
She knows that I don't really care at all
But we got together, and it's working okay

You could come from something;
you could come from nothing
You could be a princess;
you could be a working man
But in the end...

We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
Maybe a roll in the dirt, maybe a seat in first class:
We all want something we can't have

Well you can spend your whole life
looking for something, something that might be
Right in front of your eyes,
but you'll be looking for something else you'll never find

We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
Maybe a roll in the dirt, maybe a seat in first class:
We all want something we can't have

终究还是些许得意的，申请的三个学校都发来了通知书根据速度来看，我也是很快就被敲定的。可是申请的时间太晚，奖学金的时间已经错过了，这成为了我犹豫的根源。

想把这些事情从头到尾写写。

高考那年，英国大学认可了高考成绩，只要雅思过了7分。可是来不及烤鸭。误打误撞得进了地大。本来大一时想去烤鸭，一琢磨第一自己的水平可能还不够，第二这么早考了会过期。不过我还是把一张环球雅思的宣传单夹在了书里。大二的时候，环球来地大作讲座，我抽空去听了。那是在地大我听得为数不多的讲座中唯一一次自己主动去的。后来因为对出国不太了解，听别人说出国最少要提前两年准备，现在就有点晚了。我一度兴奋得心情又沉寂了。

后来因为，意外回家休养了一段时间，也就是天天上网，游戏，看电视i。因为终于不必奔波于课堂，宿舍。也终于有时间静下来思考。后来就逛寄托论坛，开始决定申香港了。

大三考了雅思，只有7，勉强过关。后来一心想香港事宜。努力学习，争取把GPA搞上去，弥补雅思的不足。后来开了电子商务会议，认识了wjl，和我一样的热衷海外一派，考了T和G，后来因为保研就没再出去了，我记得她说一句话，你一定要坚持阿。看来她多少是有些抱憾的，会议期间还看到她和Frank说自己想要出去如此等等。

后来，我也重蹈了她的覆辙，被不幸保研了。因为一个该死出国计划我被人算计了，后来连英国实习的机会也没弄成。当时很不舒服了一阵，我说即便如此吧我自己还是要申！再后来，因为双学位和本专业的一些考试，以及被保研的堕落心态，我还是没有采取行动。看到当时托德国的老师帮我写的推荐信，多少感觉有点对不起他。那段时间，挺宿命的感觉。开始不停的对自己洗脑，让自己喜欢上西安。

就这么浑浑噩噩的大四的上半学期也完结了，回家过年，游戏，逍遥，一个月，两个月。忘记了是哪一天在赖床的时候，看天花板看着看着，我突然一下坐起来，我对自己说，我不想这样过下去。于是开始搜集资料，开始查学校，开始联系老师写推荐信。后来在4月1日截止申请前一周把材料用特快寄出去了。因为过了奖学金的时间，我知道也没有多大希望，全当申着玩，如果有面试的机会，就恶搞一下面试的教授。

随着申请程序的一步一步推进，自己越来越在乎这次的申请结果了。直到后来，rsm要面试的时候我竟然辗转反侧，面试结束之后还万分期待结果坐在电脑前刷了三个小时的邮件，刷出录取通知的时候，简直疯了。后来镇定下来，我知道，没有奖学金，我是去不了的。在tilburg给了tuition wavier之后，选择似乎已经很明朗了。

还在怀念给我面试的那个好玩的人。哈哈，但愿我在tilburg也能遇到很好的人。

当然这远远还不是故事的结束，还有很多学校，以及西安的事情要搞定。

在此要感谢，我的忠实粉丝，我妈咪，她从来都是不用理由的全身心投入的支持我，即使她也不知道我在干什么。

当然还有一些好朋友，舅舅公司的保安，许〇的摄像头，荷兰的几个未曾谋面的网友（对我的问题有问必答，都很热心，^^）。